A good day..... gone bad.... back to good

Well today started off good. I went to school and it seems like I am going to enjoy all my classes. First period is entrepreneurship which is like a business class... I don't really know anyone in that class, but the teacher is really cool so I will be okay. Second period is my favorite subject besides journalism and that is English III honors. The teacher wasn't here today so we just read stories out the book then did worksheets on them. Third period is my video class, and I know that will be a blast because as you already know I enjoy making video. Then fourth period I still have journalism which is another cool class. I did not feel like staying for that class today though so I got my dad to sign me out. I am so happy that I am done with history. I found out that I made a 75 on the exam so I passed the class with an 82 which is too bad.

Then after school I went and hung out at my dad's shop before I had to pick up my two cousins from their school. One is in the 4th grade at Northside Elementary, and the other is in 6th grade at Forest Circle Middle. Before I did that though I liked begged my dad for the Wal-Mart gas card because I haven't worked in awhile and I was low on money and gas. After about 10 minutes of begging and sucking up he finally gave it to me. I had to wait like forever in those stupid lines to get my cousins, but as soon as that was done and over with I went and got gas then got some pictures developed at Wal-Mart.

I then took them back to my place while they played video games and I relaxed before I had to go to stupid work. I had the chance to talk to Taylor for a pretty good bit again which is totally awesome because talking to him is like one of the best things of my day! I am trying to get him to go to my Junior Prom with me... he doesn't like the idea so much, but I like really really REALLY want to go, and of course I don't want to go with anyone else but him. When we got off the phone I just chilled out some more before I dropped my two cousins off at their mom's work.

Work wasn't too bad because I didn't work long at all. I only worked for like 1 and 1/2 hours because they wanted me to train this new guy named Michael... but seriously.... it is washing dishes... a monkey can do it. They didn't make me work so long because I have school tomorrow.

Here is where my day starts to turn... My mom told me that she suspected my dad started doing drugs again, but I always held on to the hope that he has finally put that stuff in the past. Today when I saw him at work I suspected he looked high, but he said that it was his allegories acting up, and I kind of sort of believed him... until he came home.

He was in one of his moods again the... (make people feel miserable so I can be happy mood) is what I call it. He started yelling at me off the back again for no reason. Well their was a reason, but I don't think it was a very good one. He was mad because it took me 25 dollars to fill up my gas, and he just gave me like 25 dollars Saturday to fill up. I tried to explain to him that I went to Summerville and back like 2 or 3 times since then, and he gave me the other 25 dollars because I spent that whole morning cleaning, but he didn't really listen.

My mom just told me to ignore it because he was in one of "his moods" again, and about most the time when he is in "his moods" it means that he is high. Both I and my mother has been praying that he will finally lay down that addition, but so far I don't see any hope. I know that it may take a lot of time, but it still disappoint me greatly seeing my dad like this. I just wish there was a way I can help him... I just kind of feel useless right now, but I know all I can really do right now is pray to God.

Now Taylor just called me and I am going to go.... but my day just got good again ♥

Good bye God bless and please pray for my dad